Oh, Thomas Paine, you've never made more common sense than when you wrote that. I had a day like that today. Not unlucky, or bad, or anything like that. Just trying. When everything inside of you just is ready to break. A messy mixture of exhaustion, being around people more than I'm used to, and things just being so far away from what I am comfortable with. I came home from work at 10PM tonight, after a day of nonstop classes, a 2 hour break at school, and a 4-hour trip to a restaurant in town with the entire 10th grade class. On the way back, I stumbled across some 9th graders playing a game for their class night (counting my blessings, I'm not camping with 14 year olds tonight). As they were trying to hide, I heard one of them hiss, "Will you guys just shut the f*** up!?!" Sigh. Didn't need that. In the door, shirt off, pants off, comfortable clothes on, and chug of Mountain Dew (if I were only a drinking man). See my Bible on my kitchen table, grab it and say aloud, "Save me!"
It's been a while since I've been at the end of my rope like this. Not stressed, not upset, not angry. Tried.
I'd say I've earned a weekend.
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